this too shall pass

I have posted this cliche on my facebook wall too many times. I know this one shall pass...all the time naman. It is more of convincing myself not to over think things and that i need to let go and to really lift eveyrthing to Him. I should trust Him more honestly.

Often than not, I don't practice what I preach. Bad me. Which makes it difficult to share this to my kids since i dont most of the times.

I love my kids. I want Aidan & Andy to learn how to cope up with life's everyday stress. I want them to realize that everytime something goes wrong and makes them unhappy, there will come a time that it will be "okay". After a month, a week, after an hour or after few minutes, thye will feel different towards that something.  Life's natural way of saying "nothing is perfect" and you have to deal with different "shits" everyday.

It's the birthday month of my daughter Andy. She's turning 6! I am still not certain whether we are having the party at home,  somewhere else or just go malling & eat dinner with kids and hubby. Andy wants a real party though. A Hello Kitty party!

Since January, i have been googling a lot about HK party. It's up to you if you want it to be "bongga" talaga but what's nice about this theme is that you can make it as cheap as you want since there are a lot, as in "HELLO!" a lot of Hello Kitty items in Divisoria.  This weekend, I am heading to Divi to find some small cute stuff for the loot bags! Wish me luck.

Peek-A-Boo!

Aside from being down bcoz of too much domesticated issues...i still crave for new bags..bags which i cant afford. I cannot and I would not spend $2000 just for a bag. I am not Bag Hag, Chuvaness or Grethen Baretto, duh! Let me blog about this bag i truly truly want...

Fendi Peek-a-boo Bag in Jersey. Casual yet Chic.  I can use in the office and perfect when in jeans. I so love to have a mock-off of this bag. Please other-not-so-high-end-brands, make something like this...pretty please?

This is not me...i seldom use this blog and whenever i just feel like it , i vent out so here i am again . Two consecutive days venting out. Since we moved out from my parents house and rented an apartment on our own, my siblings have been so nice to me especially Ria. She never failed to help me and listen to all my hardships and domestic issues. She always dropped by the house to check Aidan & Andy. Same thing with my brother Giolo who will surprise the kids with pasalubong. Chary was able to visit me as well and when i need to use a credit card to book my yaya , no hesitations. These pleasant gestures from my siblings really means a lot to me.

I am currently crying because i miss their company and i miss my parents and our house. *deep sigh*

Yesterday was unbelievable!  first, I'm yayaless again. It all started when i went to this lady who referred my yaya and mentioned that gina (yaya) is leaving at the end of the month. Iwas a bit shocked to know since i thought she's okay now with my kids ( Aidan & Andy) and she didnt mention anything about it. I got irritated as well since i found out about it from another person and not directly from her.

I went to my mom's house immediately and called my previous yaya who texted us a week ago that she wants to come back. She wants to be booked thru plane or ship from Pagadian to Manila by end of the month. I took the liberty to book her at once and texted her. When i texted her the booking was confirmed, she never texted back. I tried calling her, someone pick ups the phone and hungs up. What the fuck!!!  If ever she bluffed me, i wasted a good P2400 on her ticket! I messed up again! These housemaids are really really amazing!

Well, my life so far, goes on for today. I was able to make it at work. I told my husband he cannot have the 6AM shift since no one will cook breakfast for the kids before sending them off to school.

I am sad since kids can see & hear all these happenings at home. I whispered to my daughter ( my son already sleeping) before going to bed that I owe them one and will treat them on Saturday. I cannot wait.

Im here at the office but always thinking of what's going on at home. I'll stop this first and call them ASAP. Byers.

new cravings: addicted to milk tea... new dilemma: new nanny..older. last night , 4 of us prayed that she will be of help and will stay for awhile new happiness: daizen,japan home, saizen etc!!!

i just died today

never been down like this since 2003. how can i save our 6 years of marriage? i wish i didnt ask. i wish life would have been easier. i wish i can undo everything.